Life lately....

Hmmm....life has been....interesting....lately....??

I'm not sure if interesting is the right word, but it'll do.

You know when you have a fever and your skin hurts?

Like all your senses and nerves are on your skin?

That's how I've been feeling for the past 2 months.

My poor husband!

Everything either makes me cry or makes me angry.
EVERYTHING!

And I'm tired.
I refuse to use the excuse of grief for much longer.

I can't do it.

There comes a point when I have to lay it all down....

Fall at His feet, give it up, and TRUST Him.

And it may take quite a few times of doing this.

I'm ready to feel strong again.

I'm ready to have fun again and not take every joke personally.

I'm ready to not be irritated and annoyed by every little thing.
I don't want to be afraid anymore.

I want peace. And I want joy again.

I want to feel like that girl in the picture again. Fresh, excited, new, complete, steady...

It's coming!!

LIFE UPDATES:

I had a job interview today....we'll see how it went!

Josh is in the process of looking for one.

Erin is LOVING school!

Mom is doing well....working and just taking one day at a time.

I think I need to write a separate blog to explain some other things. :)